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Lucy Montgomery [userpic]

March 20th, 2007 (12:44 pm)

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Why won't it go away and leave me alone. Why. Why is it staying in my body like some glorious disease, sick on sin, but I don't know if it was a sin because it curled around inside me like good coffee and cinnamon buns and when I think of it, it feels like a faraway Christmastime. A ripple inside me that makes my spine feel cold, then warm, then melt away altogether.

I hardly knew his name. I hardly know mine anymore.

I'm made of betrayal.

Hold me.


there's just one thing that I need to say
before I close my eyes and walk away
there's just one thing that I need to feel
before I walk away against my will

there's just one thing that I need to hear
before I walk away for the last time
there's just one thing that I need to see
before I take this chance and set us free

don't forget me
don't regret me
don't suspect me
don't neglect me

the memory of this still reminds me of you
the memory of this still reminds
the memory of this still reminds me of you
and that is where you'll find me